He blew his head off because he was a TV show Friends central perk member signature shirt. Or Dost thou even shred shirt. And I am sure Cortney persuaded him to do so. He was clear minded and finally figured out who he married. I think you’re probably right. I watched the video with mixed feelings of confusion and shock. It looks fun, but he would have hated to see this I think. Sheri France who cares what he would have thought. I heard it was getting himself cleaned up and was going to file for a divorce when he killed himself.