Same here. If I’m around the I am not retired I’m a professional grandma shirt, I feel left out because I can’t hear everyone. Cheer up, I’m from Argentina, and I use intracanal headphones since I was 4, it’s really hard work to socialize and accept our problems, plus that we have to deal with other issues. Search always for help and support from friends, family or a psychologist. I also have loss hearing, and love being alone, didn’t know I was introvert tho. The doctor always said it just was depression and I need to get out more, but too much getting out bored me.